People have different outlets when they are angry or upset. Some drink, others smoke...I write. Who am I kidding, I also shop and get pedicures, but when I am channeling my true emotion I can't help but type away. The theme of today is literally, what doesn't kill you makes you stronger...kudos to my girl Kelly Clarkson. I have been told this phrase time and time again over the last six months due to my mom, job search, you name it...people love to tell me this. The truth is...despite everything that I've been through and all the the emotional challenges that I'm facing...I'm still blessed and lucky. There are people in this world who literally have nothing. Who don't have a home, job, or friends - all combined. Yes, I am strong...but there are plenty of people who are much stronger than I am. Most of us live in a world of privilege...where are problems are so small compared to others. I am trying to keep this in perspective while dealing with the pain and suffering that I face every day.
This year has been quite a whirlwind for me...everything has changed so much, literally everything. I think a lot of my sadness lately has just been with the unknown. I've never not had a job or had a plan for where I am going to be professionally. I've always been the person who had a plan...and right now, I don't. I just have to keep trusting and having faith...but right now all of the emotions in my life just seem to be a whirlwind. I'm just going to keep rocking out to Kelly Clarkson and trying to carry on.... :)
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